I had been dreaming of this for some time and here it was, I wasted little time and immediately grabbed for his package which was stunningly hard and large, even through his blue jeans, I looked at him and told him I wanted to get fucked. This was exactly the case, I was so turned on I felt high, intoxicated and totally caught up in the moment. You often hear descriptions of feeling almost in a trance, hearing yourself say things you cant believe are actually coming out of your mouth when situations like this come up. “What I want to hear from you is how much you want it.” “And I can tell this would be a nice little asshole to ride on for a while.” Now he was just standing there, eyeing up my butt.
“I can tell by your eyes how much you want it.” He said, I didn’t say anything, I was so aroused I was breathless. He grabbed it, sort of pinched it, ran his hand over both cheeks and then gave it a little swat while he chuckled. “lets see that ass, turn around.” I couldn’t believe it, my head was pounding with excitement as I turned around and jutted my little ass provocatively at him. “Well that all depends,” he said in an arrogant non chalant way that was getting me harder by the second. I could have meant he was disgusted, but I didn’t think so because he was still kind of smiling when I looked at him and said “only if you want me to be.”
I had to think fast, I didn’t know how to go about this exactly, but now I knew he knew, and his reply as simple as it was could have meant anything. Then he leaned right over the counter, stared me right in the eyes and just said simply “slut.” He of course noticed, looking down, smirking looking up at me and smirking again. The idea of sucking his dick, or any dick for that matter made me hard and I knew this was the closest I would get to trying it out so instead of fumbling in my pockets to tuck my boner beneath my belt I just stood there, with my swollen 8” poking right out. It isn’t hard to realize the implications of the look, but when you got it you just knew you did. It wasn’t romance, it was an invitation, and it seemed to work because he always gave me the same look. I gave him my usual sultry effect, smiling subtly at him and staring at his eyes. I was getting some chips or something, and nobody else was in the store. Over the course of the years I eventually built up the courage to let it tent out, and that was precisely how it happened. Usually I would make eye contact and have a little smirk which I doubted he picked up on, and I would tuck my penis up under the waist of my pants to suppress it, other wise it would be visible. It was strange being around him (he worked at a convenience store) because I always got really hard. Such were the fantasies I occupied my time with when thinking about Gerry, the aforementioned bisexual of our town of about 400.
I want to suck dick and get slapped in the face with it and get fucked brutally in my virgin ass until it bled. I want to be forced into total submission. I never got all dreamy eyed about a guy thinking his body was so nice and his face was so pretty, and even tho I have had several gay encounters I have never and will never kiss a guy because that is the total opposite of what I want. If I want something pretty to stare at and make out with and caress then I would grab a women for women truly are beautiful. See that was what it was about for me, I didn’t find men attractive, and I still don’t, but I love dick.
It being a small town, he had it kind of rough but at least he was out which gave me free reign to fantasize about him, considering I imagined his dick was pretty big. See there was this guy in our small town who was a known, and open bi sexual. What was funny about the whole experience is how it just popped up out of nowhere. I had of course bedded several girls by this time, being mildly attractive and easy to get along with, and I knew I enjoyed women as well as guys but I figured I hadn’t much room to talk since I had not yet experienced dick. I was about 17 when it happened the first time, after consistent fantasizing and constant masturbating I was definitely ready for my first gay sexual experience.